Load me up

The song "Load me up" by the Matthew Good Band played a huge role for me during a very confusing, very painful time in my life. It gave my anguish a voice, and is very quickly becoming my own personal anthem.

Picture yourself
Sleeping on a plane
There's something ticking in the overhead
And inside your brains
There's bodies in the water
And bodies in the basement
If heaven's for clean people, it's vacent
And hey are you know
And hey are you being careful
And hey are you luke warm
And yeah you are

I'm frantic
So load me up
Whatever puts me all the way out

Picture yourself swimming in an ocean
A million miles from nowhere and the nearest phone
There's bodies in the water
Floating all around you and they're comedians
And hey are you know
And hey are you special
And hey are you deformed
And hey there you are

I'm frantic
So load me up
This seems so practiced
Me fucking this up
Whatever puts me all the way out

Picture yourself
At the MGM Grand
Murphy's fighting Hokem
You're in the stands and
there's somebody in the water
In the middle of the ocean
A million miles from nowhere
And they're alone
I'm there alone
So so deformed

I'm frantic
So load me up
this seems so practiced
So take me all the way out
Whatever puts me all the way out